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[22 May 2007|11:47am] |
Stupid
That's what Jeremy is. He really is just stupid. I found out recently that he has been lying to me for the past two years. Recently he tried to apologize. Good for him. I'm glad he got that off his chest, but I'm not falling for it anymore. I basically told him that in social situations, it won't be weird, but I can't be friends with him. I won't tell him that it's okay that he screwed me over. I told him that in order for anything to be okay, he has to regain my trust.
That was a week ago.
Things in our group of friends have gotten really weird within the past 2 days. There are many stories going around. The only thing that I know to be true is my friend was arrested and charged with aggravated assault. The person that he did this to is someone who has caused a lot of troubles. The stories I'm hearing from all sides say only one thing in common. Alcohol and battery. Jeremy's side said something a lot worse and the other side seems more believable. Regardless, I'm staying out of it. It's none of my business. I know though, that one of my friend's life could be messed up forever, I just hope this all is figured out.
My issue, is Jeremy's stance on it. He's playing the martyr and telling everyone about what happened in a very odd way. He's taking it as his own problem. He mentioned it to us like it wouldn't affect us, like it was other people that we aren't friends with. He has alterior motives in this situation.
That said, I think I'm done. After talking to Ray (which I know may seem ironic) and a few others, I realize that the person Jeremy is now, is not my friend. He has nothing to offer me in a friendship anymore except hardship. I don't want to really have anything to do with someone like that. I cna't be friends with someone who is not going to be there for me and who is always going to have some alterior motives in situations. He has an entirely different group of friends and I don't want to be involved with them. I also don't want to feed into the split personality that he has going on. This is difficult I have to say. I hate to conciously lose a friend, but at this point, there's nothing else to do.
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[17 Oct 2005|12:38am] |
Hey kids!
I had a really good weekend.
Everyone was home.
Well, a lot of people were.
Jackie, Annie, Amanda, Jenna..etc.
They were the ones who came home from school, the others are still at home anyway.
Jeremy finally got his license!! YAY!
Thank goodness.
I brought my friend, Erin, home with me. She lives in Michigan and it's not like she can just go home whenever she wants. It was nice to have someone from school to accompany me home.
Jackie, Annie, and Amanda are still their lovely selves. I don't care anymore though.
I feel though that things are very different with us.
I guess I just don't really care.
Oh well.
OBSESSIVE with Grey's Anatomy.
Tonight was so so so sad and cute..Icon will be it sometime soon!
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